Weight Loss and Trying to Stay Positive!

Hey everyone sorry it's been such a long time since I posted something. Life has been insane! I had a baby girl then a few months after that I  moved to a new place which I hate and I'll explain later! It's been so hectic! But I have been trying to lose weight lately but I seriously have no motivation what so ever! I lost 11 pounds in a week but that's me being completely strict! And I don't know if I'm actually doing it the right way. Ahh it's all so frustrating and annoying. I've been trying hard to be positive but it's truly hard. I have a 3 year old and a 7month old and it's hard to keep a work out. When my older daughter was a baby she was very independent but my younger daughter wants my attention 24/7. I'm not used to it I guess but I'm blessed to have both of them. I need help on losing weight because I think it's the reason why I'm always down in emotions. I hate it. If you have any ideas on weight loss let me know I defiantly need the help. Thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read my blog. Comment below! Until next time. Thank you!

9 months PREGO!

Heyyyyy everyone! How are you all doing? I hope all is well! Wow I'm in my last week of 8 months and going into my 9th month of pregnancy. This is my second pregnancy (my oldest is 2 turning 3 this month) and I'm still scared of the whole process! When I was in labor with my first child I stopped dilating at 6 centimeters which forced me to have a c-section. I wasn't to happy about it but I really didn't have a choice. The thing that scares me the most is the epidural because with the first child they messed up so bad that I got spinal headache. It was the worst thing I have ever experienced in my life. The pain was excruciating! They ended up doing 2 epidurals on me. One of which was to do a hole "patch up" later on to fix the problem. The surgery doesn't scare me at all but the epidural is my nightmare. That's all I think about, it's truly giving me stress and anxiety!  They have scheduled my c-section for February 3rd which happens to be the day after my amazing husband's birthday!  So now he can't say I didn't get him anything LMAO! But my doctor said the baby may come earlier, sometime later this month like the last week of January. Either way I want this baby out! Hahahah I can't wait to me her but I also am having a hard time in this pregnancy then I had the first one. If you are also pregnant or had a bad experience with epidurals let me know below! Thank you so much for visiting my blog!